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I'm ready for a change. Or five.

I'm ready to be in grad school and finally working towards my career and not be stuck in this black hole of undergraduate studies, taking stupid classes required for my major but will have nothing to do with my career in the long run. I am tired of working so hard for a class that will eventually mean nothing. While I love the way "I'm taking organic chemistry" sounds, all the prestige behind it being a smart class and knowing I will pass it... when will I ever use organic chemistry in physical therapy? Yeah. I cant think of a time either.

I'm ready to be brunette again. Blonde is fun and all... but I am just ready to be that super dark haired seductive violet eyed mysterious girl. Not that my eyes appear violet more often when I am brunette, but I like to pretend they do. Plus, its such a rare color it makes me more mysterious when they turn that color.

I'm ready for a new boyfriend. I have someone specific in mind. Younger, go figure, but he seems much more responsible and mature than the previous younger guys I was interested in. Yes, this is the person that I was supposed to ask on a date... which obviously i have not yet.... I just like when the guy does it ok! But I know I am definitely ready. I am tired of waiting. I want it to happen soon, or for this to be done because I don't need to get more emotionally invested for it to go nowhere. I've never been the type of person to just casually date for a few months then call it good. I want someone in my life now, I want him in my life in a more stable manner.

I'm ready to leave Pullman. Small town life is NOT for me. I've made some amazing friends and I love them to death, but I am so over living in this godforsaken town. Its to small. There isn't really a variety in nightlife, unless you count the different frat parties which get old when you are ready for a relationship since I don't want some guy grinding his nadz all over my bootay. No thanks.

I'm definitely ready to travel again. Its been too long since I last adventured out of the country, I think it needs to happen again soon. Studying abroad will definitely help, but that cant happen for another 11 months. I'd prefer to travel over christmas, since i mildly despise that holiday. If I don't get myself a beau before thanksgiving, i will severely despise that holiday. But regardless, europe during christmas will not be happening anytime soon.

I'm just ready for all these changes to take place now.